Is living from the Heart pure purpose when it gives so much pain?
I don’t understand anything anymore. I’ve done nothing but come from my heart. I’m the most empathetic, understanding, caring person I know.. regardless of the hate or wrong doings towards me I still only come from the heart..
Yet those closest can coldly turn on me and view me like who I am is nothing..
I’m not deserving of this hate and spite.. no matter what you ever felt was the issue there are ways to have communicated and found understanding, compromise but there’s been no room for that when it’s come from hate, spite and resentment.. yet I’m the one with the issues.. I have my own absolutely human.. ability to be honest with myself and others and the maturity to not ever have to create or treat anyone with such heartless behaviour.
Anything can be worked through when from a place of heart but not when people are clouded by hatefulness.. manipulated by misperceptions.
I am alone in this world. I always have been thought my purpose was to live from the heart and share that.. now I don’t know what purpose it’s been for to be born with such high empathy and sensitivity.. when those closest will use it against you.
